i realised that not all girls in coral are matured enough,
or say that they don't have a mature mind of thinking?
like whatever. i meant, its cus you lost and you're not happy?
i really don't know what to say.
P.E is for us to relax and chill, right?
okay i don't wna say much about it. just wna you guys to know that,
if you're not happy cus you think you step the base first,
then too bad. cus its all over now.
and whatmore, its just A GAME!
not any competitions. yeah whatever.

and aishah!
you.
i really feel like a fool okay!
omfg. i can't believe im fooled by you!
and you really make it seem so real:D
hahaa you bitch! love you lah.
and yeah, i'll keep it a secret lah.
all the best okay:D woooooooooooo~

shamira, hope your leg is alright:D
didn't know it could be so serious.
take good care of the leg cus you won't wna it to be infected.
and i'll reply your letter real soon.
been busy these days. soorrrrry!
give it to you tml:D
see you tml during training love(:

*i miss talking to you on msn. i really do.
how i wish that time will stop during that day, and we could talk forever:D
you're a great friend to me/

best in me

From the moment
I met you
I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that
This was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna
Lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend
A moment apart

'Cause you bring out
The best in me
Like no-one else can do
That's why
I'm by your side
And that's why
I love you

Every day that
I'm here with you
I know that it feels right
And I've just
Got to be near you
Every day and every night

And you know that
We belong together
It just had to be
You and me

'Cause you bring out
The best in me
Like no-one else can do
That's why
I'm by your side
And that's why
I love you

And you know that
We belong together
It just had to be
You and me

'Cause you bring out
The best in me
Like no-one else can do

That's why
I'm by your side

'Cause you bring out
The best in me
Like no-one else can do
That's why
I'm by your side
And that's why
I love you

'Cause you bring out
The best in me
Like no-one else can do
That's why
I'm by your side
And that's why
I love you

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO TWO OF MY DEAREST DARLINGS:D
JOELYNTANYIYING & LIMYENHUEI!

girls you're such so great to me.
and i really love you two alot.
same birthday huh. all the best in life and
hope you like the bdae cake we baked?
yeah. you're the greatest.

just came back from npcc games day.
so alot of atc camp peeps and i misssss them super hardcore lah
esp sir gary. yeah he's cute and cool.
saw neighbours, and yeah. pri school friends too:D

went home with aishah,
and stayed with shamira darl and aishah at inter,
and guess what, i saw him?
i was like omg girls!i saw him.
shit lah. how to face him?
then his bro come, wei! hello!
waaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i always thought i've forgotten him. but then...
yeah whatever pohling. just forget him.

and eh, if you don't know how to catch the ball,
then don't try to act smart to be the catcher.
ball come you scared.
ball never come you scream.
you know i really don't like you?
treating all of us like spare tyres.
and it's like because of you,
we got 3rd for captain's ball.
we tried our soooo hard best to catch up during the second half.
and you, can't even catch the peanut ball.
why dont you just go to the side and sit?
or be the player on court?
catcher isn't your game,
we've could have got second? or even won?
and we only lost to them by one point!
mind you, it's one point!
if we could get another point, its a draw and, urgh...
so please lah, do what is right for you.
thank you.

* i like east view secondary npcc peeps.
like, they so cool lah. i admire them.
balana, your school got 2nd overall alreayd good enough lah.
i know you guys should get first, but,
what's over is over.
they didnt record the prizes correctly, chill.
:D good job coral and eastview sec!

finally, have the feeling to blog.
yeah. baked cake ytd at sihui hse. upload the pics next time?
lazy to put the pics now:D

wasn't feeling happy today.
didn't have too much of a mood?
yeah didn't know why too.

anyway,i think chemistry is kinda easy now.
maybe cus i had listened in class nowadays?
really wna listen in class now. regretted.
tml having np. yeah and that makes me happy.

darling,
i dont know why, but i feel that,
the only chance for me to really talk tot oyu is during npcc.
maybe its cus we're with our friend on other days,
maybe cus we didn't see each other.
and maybe if we did, we didnt talk much.
and like i've told you, you're the reason why i like npcc now.
if it isn't about you, i wouldn't even wna turn up for trngngs.
i dont know if you felt the same, but its like,
i feel like we're so far during times not in cca.
and i really don't wna that to happen.
so in conclusion, i still love you like hardcore.
and i really hope nothing will go wrong here.
take care, and rest well.
you've been feeling unwell these few days,
and ima sorry that i didn't ask you much.
just srsly hope that you'll recover asap,
and join us during npcc tml.
loveyou in a million-

today was slack:D

morning came school.
assembly in the hall. a
and the ncc guys danced. hahaaa.
some kinda tribal dance from some villages learnt from mr.ossman.
and fifi. wow! cute lah!

cool. had an open book test for amaths.
and i( dont know what happened to my brains) paired up with joel.
and in the end? i did all the questions and he copied mine.!
free loader man he.
and he's one lame guy.
brought a envelope to school. and inside was a rubber band that could spin.(?)
i dont know how to explain lah. and when i opened the envelope,
well the band spinned and i was shocked?
yeah joel, you succeeded in scaring me. but only for this once:D

headed home with the girls.
well im off to bed now:D
msn wit hjiaqi now.
walau wth she so lame=.=
i know you love me lah.:D

& joelyn.
you. aiyah. everything also dont know.
wake up!:D hahaaa.
she's cute& pretty?
maybe no. hahaa:D

photos again(:

pictures time:D
alot of pics to upload.
like the pulau ubin trip with my relatives, racial harmony, candies and pics with my neighbour:D

yeah. thats all i think.

hey people, im really fine now:D thanks for all your concerns.

loveyouguys/

hey people.
HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY:D
i'll upload the pics tml maybe:D

anyway,
nothing last forever.
so i might as well forget him right girls?
thanks for being there through my darkest.
i've made up my mind, to give up.
for those who know what ima talking about, good.
for those who dont, sorry.

I HAVE TRIED MY BEST NOT TO FEEL SAD.
AND I THINK I'VE DONE A GREAT JOB.
SO, I'LL LET YOU GO.
FLY BOY, FAR FROM MY SIGHT.
CONTINUE WAITING MIGHT NOT HELP MUCH
SO I MIGHT AS WELL CLEAR YOU OFF MY WAITING LIST.
THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WONDERFUL TIME.
THROUGH THAT FOUR YEARS, I'VE LEARNT QUITE ALOT.
NOT TO WASTE TIME WAITING FOR THINGS THAT WILL NOT HAPPEN.
THANKS BOY. I APPRECIATE IT.
I FINALLY KNOW,
NOTHING LAST FOREVER.
AND ITS ALL BACK TO SQUARE ONE AGAIN.
ONCE AGAIN, THANKS AND FCUK OFF.

you'll never know how fcuking sad i feel.
people telling me to forget you.
but i did not.
till today, i finally realised why i should give the whole fcuking thing up
and continue living without you in my mind.
get lost with your gf, and dont ever come back.
cus i might breakdown, again, upon seeing you.
fly boy, into a faraway land/
cus i know, we are not meant for each other.
and im sure, you dont deserve me.

woah.
its been like long since i touched blogger.
yeah. super lazy to blog nowadays.

anyway,nothing much to post.
and i really feel like giving up lah jiaqi.
but i cant bring myself to do it.
shit suck damn fcuk.
ireally dont know what to do.
should i continue to wait?
or just give up the whole fcuking thing?
ahhhh whatever.
FINALLY got my ic card. and my face sure looks weird/
hahaa. nvm. ok i'll stop here:D bye

1 2 3 4

Went out with the guys
And before my eyes
There was this girl
She looked so fine
And she blew my mind
And i wished that she was mine
And i said 'hey wait up cos im off to speak to her'
And my friends said.....

You'll never get her
You're never gonna get that gir
lYou'll never get her
You're never gonna get that gir
li don't care
Cos i love her long blonde hair
And love was in the air
And she looked at me
and the rest was history

Dude you're being silly cos you're never gonna get that girl
And you're never gonna get that girl

We spoke for hours
Took off my trousers
Spent the day laughing in the sun
And we had fun
And my friends they all looked stunned
Yeah yeah
Dude she's amazing and i can't believe you got that girl
My friends said.....

She's amazing
Still can't believe you got that girl
She gave me more street cred
She's amazing
Can't believe you got that girl
*I dug the books she read
How could i forget
She rocks my world
More than any other girl

Dude she's amazing and i can't believe you got that girl
And i can't believe you got that girl

She looked incredable
Just turned 17
Guess my friends were right
She's out of my league
What am i to do?
She's too good to be true

1 2 3 4

But 3 days later
Went round to see her
But she was with another guy
And i said fine
But i never asked her why
And since then lonliness has been a friend of mine
And my friends said....

It's such a pity i can't believe you lost that girl
There is just no way
It's such a pity i can't believe you lost that girl
*They tell me everyday
It's such a pity i can't believe you lost that girl
*That it will be ok
It's such a pity i can't believe you lost that girl
Yeah she rocks my world
More than any other girl
Yeah
Dude it's such a pity and i'm sorry that you lost that girl
I'm sorry that you lost that girl

okay... so this song is kinda nice:D
happy hearing/

i dont like my maths teacher.
yah like whatever lah.
im not her slave, and stop calling me that.
just because i went to friendster in the com lab, where others did too but you didnt catch them,
i was called a slave.
her slave i meant.
eh like, wtf lah.
its so damn insulting>:/

anyway,
went home with the girls.
and joelyn!
you owe me your joke. hahaaa!(:
love lah.

okay. done. im lazy to type.
bye.

lessons was okay today.
chem did experiments.
succeeded the first, but not th second. sian

anyways, pe totally sucked today.
she's like so stuck up to the sec4 people man.
people out she complain.
she out she like got nth to say lah.
shut the hell up man.
i didnt wna hate you.
in fact i dont.
just that please be yourself lah.
follow your heart.

so, recess got a letter from my loveliest!
awwwwwww shamira i love love love you lah!

didnt have npcc trngng today.
dont know why now tues got no trngng.
but i miss trngngs! uhh.
saw jason in our school(: hahhaaa.
he came to brng sec2 nps for shooting, and come see someone.
awwww. i'll get her email for you soon!
and you also must get me the sir email hor:D
what am i talking? ahh nvm.

after school hung out with her, qiyuan, terence and vittorio.
she got a msg from zarifi, so kinda rushed outta school./
but nvm(:
went home with qiyuan and vittorio.
yeah the two of them.
super crap one man.
one is call vittorio FOOL and SIAO qiyuan.
two retarded guys.
went library to return books with them.
and im lucky my neighbour is somewhere near pasiris, so he came and fetched me home:D
hahaa.

ryan was online yesterday:D
fuuuuuuuu

supposed to go camp on friday.

but we had the quiz competition. so we went for the second day.

and this are the pics on friday:D

attention people!
the npcc atc camp was sooooooo damn fun lah.
i really miss the camp.
and the people.

went on the second day.
managed to stay in the same grp and shamira:D yay.
and my primary school friends, and my neighbours.
hahaa.
and the people of last year.
all same grp.
and our grp name was tau hui. some soya bean names.
i love my grp lah.
me, shamira, xinfen, wani, jamilah, husni, shafiq, hazri, hafeez, zul, iskandar, zafran, amera and four more. forget names alrdy.
i reall ymis the camp mansxz.
although we just went there for two days.

and there was this CI, omg he is soooooooooooooo cute lah.
too bad he's from dunman.
cant see him until next year sec4 atf camp.
boohoohoo.

okay.
saw jason during the camp.
and i made kind alot of new friends.
namely ashiq from east view. well he's funny and cool:D
and alot more.
seriouslky cant explain how much i love the camp:D

shamira, this is for you.
i didnt know how much you meant to me,
not only as a friend,
but a supppppper close friend until this camp.
didnt really be with you on sat,
cus i was like with my neighbour.
and im sure you know how i felt.
wna mix with the corallites.
but, as you know. yeahh.
so i just wna say i love you like foreverrrrrrrrrr.
you happy today wear challengers:D i also happy for you! hahaaa. tml no trngng.
so we shall chill together okays?
love you sweetest!

me:D
my sis- she thinks shes great. well, im greater:D
my loveliest darling! love her to the max
and prakash, the fastest runner. like blahh lah
awwwwww. my hottest.
i so love these people man.