mummy i love you

oh my god. i sooooooo love my mother man.
i meant, i love her all the while,
but this time its a indifferent love.
i so love her.
slept with her these two days cus sis use com till so late.
she's like now in the world of herself.
anyway,
cried on the first night with mum.
didnt know why at all, but felt the love.
oh mum oh mummy, iloveyou.
so, cried myself to sleep,
then the next night, sis didnt wna me to sleep in the room.
she asked me to sleep outside cus she wna use com until so late.
so? did i complain? no!
think she got boyfriend already arh.
everytime talk on phone with nicolas. hehee.
2nd night couldnt sleep at all.
talked to mum till late, then we both finally dozed off.
woke up at 1plus, 3plus, 5plus, and 8.
couldnt sleep at all.
maybe i missed my bed,
maybe cus my leg hurts.
tossed and tossed and tossed.
kay. finally dozed off again.

im all alone in this house again.
sis went kbox with chen er,
and she lied that she go do project.
what a perfect liar man.

i dont intend to do anything much today.
all i wna is to go down with neighbours.
and i hoping that can go out with friends next or next next.

didnt wna say it out,
but dont try hard to be an attention seeker, boy.
clever is enough, dont act clever.
dont try to tell us not to get near whoever.
when you yourself make assumption.
go with the feel, dont selfpity yourself.
cus no one will care about it.